Have you been in that place where it's all black and yucky feeling.
Where you feel like you should do something: eat, pray, something, but all you can do it sit. Sit and cry.
I heard the worst news today. Someone I love is in a bad place. And there is nothing I can do about it. I can't make things happy, can't make them think the way I do... which is really what I want to do.
The beauty of God's free will is just that.... people get to make the wrong decisions. Which makes me ache.
I am praying that I accept people for all their decisions, changes, love them no matter what. To feel, not judge. To love, not tell them what to think, to do, to decide.